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You will soon realize that the people you call your friends, won't really stick around for as long as you planned. I learn that more and more everyday.

Perhaps it's the fact that i barricade myself from the social entrapment that surrounds. My type of person pertains to very particular people. Casual acquaintances... i have many. Real friends: i have 3. (Including my mom...) My best friend lives in Calgary. Our relationship is strictly web based. My other best friend has the almost complete opposite schedule of mine. We see each other when it works. I want to count Carson as a best friend, but i can't. Most of the time when you are dating someone it seems like the best friendship at the time. You know everything about each other, you imagine that person always being there. In reality, they will abandon you at one point or another. 

Lives change, people move, people stay. 

Unspoken bonds are broken in the dirtiest ways.